People might ask: 'But Nina, why would you do all of this for free? Why would you have your blog, and work for God as a volunteer and hope for nothing in return? Who else does that? People can download your audio bibles and claim your ministry for themselves!' But that's not entirely true, tough. I have something in mind. I actually have a point. I am a rational being just like you. I just have a very different view of the world, to say the least. I wish I could demonstrate it to you because I'm afraid I might misrepresent myself. I think I definitely will. Here's what I mean by that...
I should hope to God someone claims my ministry for themselves. I made copies too, duh:
'Some certainly preach Christ with jealous and competitive motives, but others preach with good motives. They are motivated by love, because they know that I’m put here to give a defense of the gospel; the others preach Christ because of their selfish ambition. They are insincere, hoping to cause me more pain while I’m in prison. What do I think about this? Just this: since Christ is proclaimed in every possible way, whether from dishonest or true motives, I’m glad and I’ll continue to be glad.' - Philippians 1:15-18
I have acquired a conscious in my adult life & this makes me feel a little different than most about many things. I also have some facts of life to tell you that dawned on me a couple of years ago (whether you believe it or not. Whether you like it or not here it goes). This is what I have to tell you today & perhaps you might wanna sit down for this.
This is the boring part ⬇️
I was spiritually possessed by the Devil when I was a teenager. I was at school taking a night class, just sitting in my chair among other students. I wasn't paying attention to my class. What happened was that my spirit was overtaken by something (or someone) so evil and so completely insane that I had no control over my body anymore. It was rapid & sudden. I had the immediate impulse to throw myself out the window (yes to kill myself). So completely out of nowhere. But I had been a Baptist most of my life and had something to say. I have been baptized in the Catholic church as a baby. I accepted the Gospel at a young age while my family and I were still Presbyterians for a while and this still happened to me. I loved my God so much and I still do of course. It was love that kept me going, and I feel that I've got nothing left to do in my life besides that. I've done it all and don't owe anybody anything. I feel blessed right now. I deserve some respect & I need people to just leave me alone because I'll be fine on my own. I don't need suspicions or war with anybody. I feel like I'm fine the way that I am. 🙏🏻 I can bless you with a tale or two... Please pay no mind.
What happened to me was so sudden that nobody else noticed and I ended up not killing myself. I never got up from my chair. There was a small "soul" in me crying in angst that I felt (I felt so small and so completely lost that I cannot explain) but the Holy Spirit kicked in and gave me help. I fought the beast with the POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT IN ME. I was a Christian! Can you imagine what would have happened to me if I wasn't? I would be in Hell right now and everything in my life would have led me to it. People paid me no kindness because I'm white & wealthy. I seem to have it all. I make people jealous for no reason. People get angry with me.
That's what the Devil is: just a mixture of ultimate malignance & perfect insanity. There's nothing you can do about it. And I got to know him in this manner. Honey, if you get possessed you will get crazy and immediately kill yourself & never come back to feel sorry for yourself. But this is the nature of the ✨HOLY SPIRIT. He didn't let me down this time.❤️🔥 He'll never let you down either!!! He found me exactly where I was. Now I have new hope. Me of all people:
'If we are disloyal, he stays faithful” because he can’t be anything else than what he is. ' - 2 Timothy 2:13
I fought the beast and it left forevermore. If you wish to understand more about why this happened to me you should read the book 'The Anointing' by Benny Hinn, and remember what happened to King Saul after he had been anointed for greatness and then lost his purpose again. God's favor towards me was terrific indeed.
🐽🐽🐽 'He said this because Jesus had already commanded him, “ Unclean spirit, come out of the man! ” Jesus asked him, “ What is your name? ” He responded, “Legion is my name, because we are many.” They pleaded with Jesus not to send them out of that region. “Send us into the pigs!” they begged. “Let us go into the pigs!” Jesus gave them permission, so the unclean spirits left the man and went into the pigs. Then the herd of about two thousand pigs rushed down the cliff into the lake and drowned. ' - Mark 5:8-10,12-13 🐽🐽🐽
I know pigs don't go to Hell but I am human. I was afraid...
This article is to be continued and posted on my Gumroad. You have a great day. 🙏
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