the time of our lives & the one gap in the universe [my new systematic theology]

You better start feeling small. LEAVE YOUR PRIDE BEHIND. Sometimes small problems seem big and big seem small and frustration is important to keep our emotions in balance.

The culmination of this syndrome is that people are now planning on moving to SPACE - where there's no food, no water, no air - in the hope that we would leave everyone else behind. The problem with this is all the odds are against you and there's no room for human error. It is an illusion. If we can't do it here we can't do it on Mars. If you want SPACE then SPACE is all you get. There's always more to spare.

A little bit about my testemony

People might ask: 'But Nina, why would you do all of this for free? Why would you have your blog, and work for God as a volunteer and hope for nothing in return? Who else does that? People can download your audio bibles and claim your ministry for themselves!' But that's not entirely true, tough. I have something in mind. I actually have a point. I am a rational being just like you. I just have a very different view of the world, to say the least. I wish I could demonstrate it to you because I'm afraid I might misrepresent myself. I think I definitely will. Here's what I mean by that...

How I feel about slavery

To be honest, I don't like it. My mom has three maids, and I hate it. We pay them, of course, but I don't like to have people around me all the time judging me and telling me what to do. I'd rather do things myself most of the times. I'd rather live like a pig than have someone staring at me all the time, looking at my clothes, counting my things, etc., especially when they're young. We cannot let them work and think that they don't have a future because that's not true. One of my maid's daughters wanted to be in my house, too, working for me as my maid. She was ready to throw her life away. She would have been the death of me and my family. She simply got used to my family and wanted to hang out.